Forte

So it's march 27! Few years ago, it's the last day of school. Fortunately this year, it's been almost a week since summer started. Which means I am very jubilant. Let alone, very chill! My summer schedule for march is blogging, organizing myself (including; room, clothes and everything else) and (phew!) studying. So yeah, i'm a bit the nerdy-erdy type but to assuage the geeky impression, i study because i want to pass ACET (ateneo college entrance exam). Gosh, i badly want too. Since gradeschool, i want to study there. It totally fits me because i have a very athenian-like attitude. 

 Sadly, while i was gathering pieces of information about admu. The programs were a turn-off. For me though. *sigh* The programs offered were sooo limited. I was able to choose some (Management Engineering, Humanities, BFA major in information design, and blehh). I never considered Journalism because i have a bad grammar. What makes me more disappointed  is that i dont even know what I specifically want to be. 

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I wanted to be fashion designer (anything that concerns fashion) because I'm a attached to it, I blog about it, I am insecure about it and most especially i am updated to it. I love arts although my family doesn't seem to see my talent and hobby as a living. 

Caused by my anxiety of disappointing my parents, i excelled in major subjects such as Math and English (I never considered science as a major subject because I have a deep and serious antipathy to it). My parents are unlike me. For them, arts has nothing to say to intellectual knowledge. Meaning, it's less fundamental to the society. Moreover, I am not certain about my fashion niche. I can't fathom the source of my penchant for fashion. I'm not also sure if it's just a habit or really my forte. But it's impossible to be just a habit because, c'mon, BLOGGING ABOUT IT (http://www.headsuphigh.tumblr.com) -.- No way, jose. I completely fancy it. It even serves as my stress reliever.

The only design school i know is CSB. CSB = HUGE DISAPPOINTMENT for my parents.

So here's my plan: I'll choose a program major in math (Management Eng'r) and make it as the bedrock of my first career, when I am already successful and independent, i will enroll in SOFA and finally do something that regards fashion ;)

oh and by the way.. the creepy ol' person in the picture is me :) dont be scared haha

Summer-Fun Tactics

Apparently, It's summer for me already. Hooray! After the few first days of march (summer month), i have noticed an instantaneous "tradition" every summer.

- dresses
- denim short shorts
- shades
- sandals
- shaul
- see-thru
- FLORAL EVERYTHING
- bright nail polish

I think i participate to some but sometimes it kills me to see the same thing all the time. Nevertheless, it's been a habit to paint my nails every summer because colored nails are never allowed in my school

I chose purple or from my limited collection, the best for my mood was purple. 

It was only after painting it, i noticed that my nail color matched my glasses. It actually looked nice despite the repeating of colors

(camera: CASIO EXILIM 4 Mp)

my shooting gadget is ghetto, forgive. I used the light to focus it.

Humanity

Written on the back of my dad's shirt. Source of guilt..

Hipsters

I've been hearing this word a lot since summer. Off course, I know what it meant. I am huge fan of Hipsters. Although, I never got updated in any of their stuff. I want to be like them because I find their frolics cool but I just can’t ride with 'em. Sucks to be me, I know.

 Apparently, after years of obscure presence and phenomenal capers, their presence starts to be mediocre. Some people start to act like “Hipsters” because they are trendy. This pessimistic outlook of things originated from a friend who is SO-SO NOT A HIPSTER. Maybe, he can play the guitar but hell no, he’s far from the sensational hipsters but that does not make me loathe him. I just abhor his desperate aim to be fashionable but unreal.

Hipsters are usually label as musicians, country kid, street person, skaters or sometimes intense smokers. In my perspective, they are those who are deviant. Hipsters enjoy simple things and they’re very adventurous. They would like books, music and chill sceneries. They deviate themselves from ordinary. They don’t try to be different, they naturally are. They wouldn’t compete against low lives for popularity and think about things they want to think about. THEY DO WHAT THEY DO

Normally, they are the first ones to discover new stuff (music, clothes) but the norm never appreciates them, never tried anyway. It’s considerable because their advance peculiar discoveries are indistinct from the modern.  “Best explanation: People flow with the current”. I can’t blame them.

Btw, they’re mostly incorporated with hippies J I think..

I think of myself as one of them but I’m somehow oblivious with music so yeah, I’m still cool.