Keeping Up With The Current

I might sound skeptical but for me, keeping up with the current and regretting nothing is a very foolish aim for life. It is too perfect to be true. Although, it would not hurt to try. It might be a reason for cowardice and depression but grabbing the chance and taking the huge risk grants us a great boon. According to Psychology, emotional pain last only for 12 minutes, if it brims over it is self-inflicted. A huge sad fact :( At least now you're informed that it's not as bad as it seems, your will is able to stop it no time

Ohwell, It's time for me to welcome happiness without any terror and expectation that it might convert itself to disappointment. Life is incoherent and I regret being so confident about my presumptions. I've deviated myself from the obvious and I depend too much in change. The over confidence i posses have altered itself to disdainful pride. Now it causes me a barbaric lasting emotional pain. Heck, I'm stronger than emotional ache, I have lasted more than a year and over. I had done it with the help of God and myself alone. Who's stronger now, eh?

Nina and Therese

Hoho, finally after 43 years, I’m back to business.

                                                                                                                      Actually, I have shitloads of stories I want to blog but a little time to post one so I’m abusing this short moment I have. I’m trying to consolidate everything I wanted to share in this post although that would eat a lot of my time. Therefore, I ended up in a decision to write about two girls who were there with me during my best days.

January 2, 2012

                                                                                                                      Last day of Christmas Vacation, Therese and I planned a swimming outing in Philam Subdivision. It is a small year-ender celebration. Therese invited Nina, a friend we both know. We went to Philam and visited Therese’s friend, Steph who lives there. It was because of her that allowed us to enter. We were all excited on the way to the clubhouse until we saw the sign hung on the locked door. It read “Swimming pool is closed til…… to Jan 2”. We tried to convince the Clubhouse officials to let us in and guaranteed them to behave. Inconsolably, they suggested us to find other pools around since there were no lifeguards around or anyone licensed to be. As we were told, we brainstormed for a nearby pool that should be clean, private, affordable and available.

                                                                                                                      Guess what, something was able to attain our qualification aside for one thing, the most crucial prerequisite. It was not near. As I can recall I think I have mentioned my condo in Fort Bonifacio, Taguig on my earlier posts. I had to admit, we were very desperate to swim which made us ride a train and a jeep to Fort B. It was obvious in our faces that we felt a spasm of satisfaction. We seemed very jubilant while we swam. However, one requirement was conked out. The swimming fee was 200 pesos per guest. We can pay the wanted price but we’ll be penniless after so we plead the swimming officer-lifeguard-janitor to fund us half the price and swore that I’d pay him this month of January. He acquiesced and we really appreciate him.

                Repertoire of webcam pictures we took in Timog, Starbucks together. We went after school. I should be studying or practicing for a dance presentation although I missed them so I went. We drank, made cheers and ate dough or bread. I completed my promo card with stickers as well. I also had my laptop so we decided to take images instead to kill the gap and monotonic stories. Finally, we got home with pleased hearts.